Imagine you are setting out on a cross country journey. For argument's sake, let's assume the things you are allowed are limited to the bare minimum to make the journey. Before setting off, you are given several different routes you can take, some of the shorter ones are rougher courses, and some of the longer ones are a bit smoother, but take longer, therefore may expend your resources before you reach your destination. There are also many shortcuts that could help, but if you get lost what do you do then? There are complicated parts of the route that could make it easier if done right, but doom you if done wrong. On your own you have to decide every step of the journey and hopefully you get to where you're going safely.
Now, assume a navigator who has traveled all the routes presented before you offers to lead you on your journey, but only according to a set of rules he implies. The rules are simply don't argue, don't insert your opinion negatively, and don't pretend you know more than him, because he has already taken this trip. Given these two options for your journey, what do you do?
This scenario is quite similar to our walk with Jesus. He doesn't lay before us complicated directions and thousands of options to get to Him. Rather, he just says "follow me, and I will get you to where you need to be." It is up to us to not complicate things with our own understanding and what we think is right or wrong, because he already knows. He simply wants our cooperation without complication. That concept can be very difficult in the world we live in, because there are many things that can complicate our walk. When these things arise, do not get discouraged if you aren't perfect or if you falter, because Jesus is leading the way. If He is in your heart and you allow him to guide you, the times you fall do not matter because he is in control, and will make sure you find your destination if he is in the lead of the journey.
This by no means is a green light to say "ok Jesus lead me", and then go out and act in an opposite way. But we all have to realize that things will happen. We will fall and fail. We will come up short. We were born into sin and will never attain perfection because it is not possible. The difference is keeping your hand in Jesus', and not going it alone when times get hard and you feel like you're not good enough for Jesus. Because you are. He wants to lead, all you need to do is let Him. Once you give him control, you can let go of the times you fall short because he is there to catch you, and always will be.
The journey has begun. The options are infront of you. The decision is yours to make.
Giving a contemporary worldview on faith while encouraging individuality.
Monday, May 23, 2011
Thursday, March 24, 2011
We Have A Home In Jesus.
Last week, I spent three days in Williamsport, PA at a young minister's conference. I met some truly amazing people, especially the guest speakers. Both were incredible men of God in their own unique ways. One hails from Puerto Rico, born in the Bronx, and the other from Armenia. I feel blessed to have attended this event, I came closer to Jesus than I ever had before, and the entire atmosphere has given me an overall new confidence in my faith.
Will all these wonderful things happening around me during the three days, one incident has remained in my head above all others, and it was the only downfall of the three days. My first morning there, as we were preparing to enter the church, a homeless man approached us. He looked extremely ragged, he was staggering and mumbling. He asked for money to get something to eat. One of the guys with me offered to take him up the street and buy him something, and which point I intervened and handed the man ten dollars, and made him promise he was buying food with it. A short time later I found myself convicted. It dawned on me that I had just let a perfect chance to introduce the man to Jesus slip through my hands. Why did I not invite him into church? I prayed for the man, and hoped I would see him again, but I didn't.
I thought of the man's appearance. He was homeless, dirty, off-balance, and staggering as he walked. I think I may have even subconciously judged the man based on this, and somewhere deep in me I may have even thought it unappropriate to invite him into the conference. I felt so bad, here I am always preaching about not judging each other, and yet I did it to this man who obviously needs Jesus! I was searching for any way to find a positive in this, and the idea for this blog blindsided me. We can all learn from this homeless man, and my actions. Let me explain!
Before I came to Jesus, I was spiritually homeless. When Jesus looked at me, he saw a dirty, wayward, staggering person with zero direction. Yet unlike me, Jesus did not judge me and find it unappropriate to invite me in. He didn't make a half-hearted and shallow attempt at comforting me with material things, like I did to the homeless man by giving him ten dollars. It's because Jesus loves us, and wants us to come home to Him. To Him, it doesn't matter where we are in life, what we look like, or what we have done. He will never turn His back on us or judge us. This is why we always fall short of the the greatness of Jesus, because often-times we end up judging or letting chances slip by, even when our intentions are very good. But Jesus is perfect, not only does he make the most of the chances we give Him, he gives us infinite chances to come home.
I wish I could do the situation over with the homeless man, and act as Jesus would. But I can't. Next time I am put that situation, however, I will have learned from this one and act accordingly. So remember, if you are ever feeling like you can't come to Jesus because you aren't clean, know that you can. As many times as you want, and you will never be turned away. I turned away the homeless man although my intentions were good, but when you knock on Jesus' door, he will answer. And if you keep knocking, he will let you in, and finally, you will be home. :)
"When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears and delivers them out of all their troubles. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all. He keeps all his bones; not one of them is broken." - Psalm 34:17-20.
Will all these wonderful things happening around me during the three days, one incident has remained in my head above all others, and it was the only downfall of the three days. My first morning there, as we were preparing to enter the church, a homeless man approached us. He looked extremely ragged, he was staggering and mumbling. He asked for money to get something to eat. One of the guys with me offered to take him up the street and buy him something, and which point I intervened and handed the man ten dollars, and made him promise he was buying food with it. A short time later I found myself convicted. It dawned on me that I had just let a perfect chance to introduce the man to Jesus slip through my hands. Why did I not invite him into church? I prayed for the man, and hoped I would see him again, but I didn't.
I thought of the man's appearance. He was homeless, dirty, off-balance, and staggering as he walked. I think I may have even subconciously judged the man based on this, and somewhere deep in me I may have even thought it unappropriate to invite him into the conference. I felt so bad, here I am always preaching about not judging each other, and yet I did it to this man who obviously needs Jesus! I was searching for any way to find a positive in this, and the idea for this blog blindsided me. We can all learn from this homeless man, and my actions. Let me explain!
Before I came to Jesus, I was spiritually homeless. When Jesus looked at me, he saw a dirty, wayward, staggering person with zero direction. Yet unlike me, Jesus did not judge me and find it unappropriate to invite me in. He didn't make a half-hearted and shallow attempt at comforting me with material things, like I did to the homeless man by giving him ten dollars. It's because Jesus loves us, and wants us to come home to Him. To Him, it doesn't matter where we are in life, what we look like, or what we have done. He will never turn His back on us or judge us. This is why we always fall short of the the greatness of Jesus, because often-times we end up judging or letting chances slip by, even when our intentions are very good. But Jesus is perfect, not only does he make the most of the chances we give Him, he gives us infinite chances to come home.
I wish I could do the situation over with the homeless man, and act as Jesus would. But I can't. Next time I am put that situation, however, I will have learned from this one and act accordingly. So remember, if you are ever feeling like you can't come to Jesus because you aren't clean, know that you can. As many times as you want, and you will never be turned away. I turned away the homeless man although my intentions were good, but when you knock on Jesus' door, he will answer. And if you keep knocking, he will let you in, and finally, you will be home. :)
"When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears and delivers them out of all their troubles. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all. He keeps all his bones; not one of them is broken." - Psalm 34:17-20.
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
The Fence.
My my. It's been some weeks since I have written one of these. I had to sit back, take all the input I have been receiving(positive and negative), and decide who exactly I am trying to reach with my words. I have had some people dislike some things I decided to say in my last couple blogs. That is fine, everyone is entitled to their opinion. But it really got me to thinking. How will I reach NON-CHRISTIANS without speaking from my own personal experiences? I find it important to show people that we don't put ourselves on a pedestal, that we have had trials and tribulations just like they have, that we fall short and sin just like they do. The only way I know how to do this is to speak from my heart, my experiences, and my life. Think about this, if I am trying to reach people who don't know Jesus, then your typical, everyday sermon style blog on God's greatness simply will not do. It's fine if it's only other Christians reading it, because they KNOW God, they love Jesus, and can relate to and apply what you are saying. But if a non-believer were to read it, they would be clueless, because they don't know Jesus!
I almost decided to conform. Then I had a revelation of sorts. I decided it doesn't matter to me what people think about what I am writing, as long as I have a personal experience to back it up. I don't need approval from Theologians, or legions of Christians who can't think outside the box in terms of ways to reach people, especially NON-BELIEVERS. I could sit here all day, read passages, and apply them to a blog sermon-style, or vice versa, and I'm sure I'd be able to impress everyone who doesn't always agree with what I say. But I'm not out for approval, or to impress anyone. I don't need to prove to other Christians that I am a Christian with these blogs. My aim is to put myself at a human level, to show the non-believers and skeptics that faith in Jesus and change is possible. To reach them without projecting a superior attitude, I am almost forced to use my past, and my former sinful ways, and my life experiences as examples. When I blog about these things, it may not align with what some Christians perceive as truth, nor will they fall in love with the examples I choose to use, but I assure you that people can and do relate to it. And as long as people are reading, relating, and learning about Jesus based on the examples I use from my own life, it doesn't matter to me one iota if you don't like it.
In closing, I will say I have a new outlook. There are different styles to reach different people. But like I said, it's not other Christians who need encouragement through these blogs. It's people who don't know Jesus, and have a hard time embracing this thing we call faith because most Christians don't speak to them on a human level. A non-believer will not understand at all if I were writing about a passage, how it relates to life, and God's hand in the situation, because the non-believer doesn't study the Bible, doesn't know God, and can't apply either to his life! So why would I write things that can't be related to by people outside of the Christan security blanket? If you guys want me to interpret a passage and preach to you in these blogs, I will just to prove I am more than capable of doing so. But if there were a tally of who reached the most people, I would be willing to place a bet in Vegas that I'd be the winner, because I relate to people who don't understand God, who don't know where to start should they hear God talking to them, and who simply can't relate to people on imaginary pedestals.
I am not going to be the General who sits in his office and declares war, I will be right in the middle of the fight with my soldiers. The fight being reaching non-believers in the real world, and that's the battle I place myself in. If you all want to sit in your security blankets ("offices") and try to reach these people, it is not going to work. It is impossible to write about things non-Christians don't understand but still expect them to do so, then wonder why you're not reaching anyone when you see nobody is listening. I don't even think I should have to defend the way I write, but I personally believe I can reach more people and get the attention of non-believers, because I used to be just like them, and find is imperative to show them that. I think it's important to do whatever it takes to bring Jesus to the world, and to do so I'll throw every imaginary rulebook out the window. So, stop worrying about opinionating over my blogs. Stop comparing what I say to an imaginary set of rules and thinking you have the authority to see if it aligns with your preconceived notion of what a blog should be. At the end of the day, I just want to reach people, and will do so by any means necessary. My personal experiences and testimonies are the most powerful resources I have when reaching non-believers and everyday people, and I will continue to do regardless of what anyone else thinks about it. Now that I have that off my chest, I can resume my work. Have a wonderful day everyone!
I almost decided to conform. Then I had a revelation of sorts. I decided it doesn't matter to me what people think about what I am writing, as long as I have a personal experience to back it up. I don't need approval from Theologians, or legions of Christians who can't think outside the box in terms of ways to reach people, especially NON-BELIEVERS. I could sit here all day, read passages, and apply them to a blog sermon-style, or vice versa, and I'm sure I'd be able to impress everyone who doesn't always agree with what I say. But I'm not out for approval, or to impress anyone. I don't need to prove to other Christians that I am a Christian with these blogs. My aim is to put myself at a human level, to show the non-believers and skeptics that faith in Jesus and change is possible. To reach them without projecting a superior attitude, I am almost forced to use my past, and my former sinful ways, and my life experiences as examples. When I blog about these things, it may not align with what some Christians perceive as truth, nor will they fall in love with the examples I choose to use, but I assure you that people can and do relate to it. And as long as people are reading, relating, and learning about Jesus based on the examples I use from my own life, it doesn't matter to me one iota if you don't like it.
In closing, I will say I have a new outlook. There are different styles to reach different people. But like I said, it's not other Christians who need encouragement through these blogs. It's people who don't know Jesus, and have a hard time embracing this thing we call faith because most Christians don't speak to them on a human level. A non-believer will not understand at all if I were writing about a passage, how it relates to life, and God's hand in the situation, because the non-believer doesn't study the Bible, doesn't know God, and can't apply either to his life! So why would I write things that can't be related to by people outside of the Christan security blanket? If you guys want me to interpret a passage and preach to you in these blogs, I will just to prove I am more than capable of doing so. But if there were a tally of who reached the most people, I would be willing to place a bet in Vegas that I'd be the winner, because I relate to people who don't understand God, who don't know where to start should they hear God talking to them, and who simply can't relate to people on imaginary pedestals.
I am not going to be the General who sits in his office and declares war, I will be right in the middle of the fight with my soldiers. The fight being reaching non-believers in the real world, and that's the battle I place myself in. If you all want to sit in your security blankets ("offices") and try to reach these people, it is not going to work. It is impossible to write about things non-Christians don't understand but still expect them to do so, then wonder why you're not reaching anyone when you see nobody is listening. I don't even think I should have to defend the way I write, but I personally believe I can reach more people and get the attention of non-believers, because I used to be just like them, and find is imperative to show them that. I think it's important to do whatever it takes to bring Jesus to the world, and to do so I'll throw every imaginary rulebook out the window. So, stop worrying about opinionating over my blogs. Stop comparing what I say to an imaginary set of rules and thinking you have the authority to see if it aligns with your preconceived notion of what a blog should be. At the end of the day, I just want to reach people, and will do so by any means necessary. My personal experiences and testimonies are the most powerful resources I have when reaching non-believers and everyday people, and I will continue to do regardless of what anyone else thinks about it. Now that I have that off my chest, I can resume my work. Have a wonderful day everyone!
Sunday, February 20, 2011
You are NOT God, so stop judging!
Judge. Judgement. Judging. These are words we see time and again in the Bible, and it is a word often associated with faith practices, situation assessment, and treatment of others. I have a big problem with some Christians who judge people subconciously, and often times think their personal definitions of right and wrong gives them the right to do so. Let me give you a situation, although it is hypothetical, it is somewhat based on true events.
Let's pretend in the course of one week I prayed and did devotions twice a day, went to church on Wednesday and Sunday, donated to the Salvation Army, volunteered at a nursing home, and gave good advice to a friend in need. Now let's say I had one evening in the week free of work or homework, so I went to the casino. At the casino I played a card game and lost 50 dollars, smoked two cigarettes, drank three beers, and swore a few times. Now, keep in mind I am not addicted to cigarettes, did not get drunk, played a card game where I control everything I do which minimizes the gambling aspect, and accidentally swore when I lost a hand. There's a large handful of Christians who call themselves non-judgemental, and if my actions at the casino fall into what they think is right or wrong, they would surely judge me but not know that they are doing it. What gives any human the right to judge a situation such as this based on their opinion of right and wrong? Does my one night at the casino cancel out the other good things I had done that week? I think being a slave to an addiction such as smoking is bad, but it's a personal choice, not a sin. In the Bible it says something along the lines of "not being a drunken fool" and shaming those who drink wine all night, which I agree is sinful, but I didn't do either of those things at the casino. So what gives anyone the right to judge my actions, especially if they didn't even interpret the situation correctly? Why are people so eager to point out flaws, but hesitant to praise the good?
I believe people should correctly interpret a situation and then form an opinion, not quickly decide if a person's actions fall into alignment with their preconceived notions, and then pass judgement accordingly.
Sadly, many fail to do this. I have found that while some people may be very good at reading the Word and understanding it, they for some reason are unsuccessfull in applying it to life. News flash, people. Just because you can read the Bible and understand it, does not give you a right to put yourself on a pedestal or think you are a better Christian than others. I strive to study, and learn the Bible to the best of my ability, but I would rather be more effective at applying it than reading it. What good comes in understanding the good Book if you cannot apply that understanding?
This paradox may be the reason that a lot of people have stereotyped Christians as judgemental, well, because a lot of us are. Sorry to have to be the one to break that news to everyone, and I'm not excluding myself either. I'm not sure the direct point I am trying to get across in this blog, but I do think the judging issue should be addressed. The place to start? Take a look in the mirror. I have had more ups and downs, crazy situations, and life experiences than most people know. I've been on both sides of the fence. I believe this has helped me progress as a Christian because I know how it feels to be judged and misunderstood, and that enables me to stop myself from judging a lot of the time.
There are some people who use their faith as a blanket, hiding from the real world. It's not all sunshine and rainbows, once again sorry to have to be the bearer of bad news. I know I have flaws still, my Christianity isn't perfect yet, but then again I'm attempting to erase ten years of bad habits and decisions. This shouldn't allow someone who had a better childhood, better parents, grew up in the church, and was raised well to think they are a better Christian. In my opinion, my tribulations and past are the main reasons I have been able to progress so rapidly as a Christian, because I found out on my own that I desperately needed Jesus, and why. If you were walking to the store and saw a homeless, alcoholic man begging for change, I'm sure some sort of negative thought would enter your mind, even if you feel sympathy for the man. That right there is judgement. You have NOOOO right to base an opinion on this man without understanding what happened in his life that brought him to this sad state. As Christians, we serve God, and Jesus. We are to treat others as we want to be treated. We are supposed to be living for the good of other, and be selfless. I hope we can put a stop to people thinking they are on higher levels of Christianity, because as long as Jesus is in our hearts he's going to come back and take us to Heaven. So don't worry about my faith practice, worry about your own, and what Jesus is thinking up there about what you are doing as a Christian.
In the end, God is going to judge all of us, and He is the only one with the right to do that. So I urge everyone, no matter your walk of life or how you came to find Jesus, to correctly assess people and situations before you form an opinion. We all have different definitions of what judging means, and we all have different interpretations of what we consider right and wrong. Your own personal definitions and interpretations are not a green light to judge someone who doesn't agree with them. I do know one thing, as long as the non-believers think we are judgemental, they will remain close minded to Chrisitanity. So let's not be hypocrites, and let us not judge others anymore, then maybe we can start reaching and saving others! :)
Let's pretend in the course of one week I prayed and did devotions twice a day, went to church on Wednesday and Sunday, donated to the Salvation Army, volunteered at a nursing home, and gave good advice to a friend in need. Now let's say I had one evening in the week free of work or homework, so I went to the casino. At the casino I played a card game and lost 50 dollars, smoked two cigarettes, drank three beers, and swore a few times. Now, keep in mind I am not addicted to cigarettes, did not get drunk, played a card game where I control everything I do which minimizes the gambling aspect, and accidentally swore when I lost a hand. There's a large handful of Christians who call themselves non-judgemental, and if my actions at the casino fall into what they think is right or wrong, they would surely judge me but not know that they are doing it. What gives any human the right to judge a situation such as this based on their opinion of right and wrong? Does my one night at the casino cancel out the other good things I had done that week? I think being a slave to an addiction such as smoking is bad, but it's a personal choice, not a sin. In the Bible it says something along the lines of "not being a drunken fool" and shaming those who drink wine all night, which I agree is sinful, but I didn't do either of those things at the casino. So what gives anyone the right to judge my actions, especially if they didn't even interpret the situation correctly? Why are people so eager to point out flaws, but hesitant to praise the good?
I believe people should correctly interpret a situation and then form an opinion, not quickly decide if a person's actions fall into alignment with their preconceived notions, and then pass judgement accordingly.
Sadly, many fail to do this. I have found that while some people may be very good at reading the Word and understanding it, they for some reason are unsuccessfull in applying it to life. News flash, people. Just because you can read the Bible and understand it, does not give you a right to put yourself on a pedestal or think you are a better Christian than others. I strive to study, and learn the Bible to the best of my ability, but I would rather be more effective at applying it than reading it. What good comes in understanding the good Book if you cannot apply that understanding?
This paradox may be the reason that a lot of people have stereotyped Christians as judgemental, well, because a lot of us are. Sorry to have to be the one to break that news to everyone, and I'm not excluding myself either. I'm not sure the direct point I am trying to get across in this blog, but I do think the judging issue should be addressed. The place to start? Take a look in the mirror. I have had more ups and downs, crazy situations, and life experiences than most people know. I've been on both sides of the fence. I believe this has helped me progress as a Christian because I know how it feels to be judged and misunderstood, and that enables me to stop myself from judging a lot of the time.
There are some people who use their faith as a blanket, hiding from the real world. It's not all sunshine and rainbows, once again sorry to have to be the bearer of bad news. I know I have flaws still, my Christianity isn't perfect yet, but then again I'm attempting to erase ten years of bad habits and decisions. This shouldn't allow someone who had a better childhood, better parents, grew up in the church, and was raised well to think they are a better Christian. In my opinion, my tribulations and past are the main reasons I have been able to progress so rapidly as a Christian, because I found out on my own that I desperately needed Jesus, and why. If you were walking to the store and saw a homeless, alcoholic man begging for change, I'm sure some sort of negative thought would enter your mind, even if you feel sympathy for the man. That right there is judgement. You have NOOOO right to base an opinion on this man without understanding what happened in his life that brought him to this sad state. As Christians, we serve God, and Jesus. We are to treat others as we want to be treated. We are supposed to be living for the good of other, and be selfless. I hope we can put a stop to people thinking they are on higher levels of Christianity, because as long as Jesus is in our hearts he's going to come back and take us to Heaven. So don't worry about my faith practice, worry about your own, and what Jesus is thinking up there about what you are doing as a Christian.
In the end, God is going to judge all of us, and He is the only one with the right to do that. So I urge everyone, no matter your walk of life or how you came to find Jesus, to correctly assess people and situations before you form an opinion. We all have different definitions of what judging means, and we all have different interpretations of what we consider right and wrong. Your own personal definitions and interpretations are not a green light to judge someone who doesn't agree with them. I do know one thing, as long as the non-believers think we are judgemental, they will remain close minded to Chrisitanity. So let's not be hypocrites, and let us not judge others anymore, then maybe we can start reaching and saving others! :)
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Learning to apply knowledge....how difficult is it?
Since I was a kid, I've been taught right from wrong. I think it may be in the mental makeup of humans to naturally know the difference. The sad thing is, some people come from environments where wrong can actually be an acceptable way of life. Those who influence you also may deter you from taking action on the side of right, even though you KNOW something is wrong. Nothing anyone teaches you in life about right and wrong will teach you what the Bible does. It is the ultimate playbook to be an all star person in the game of life. So how do we begin to reverse old habits, influences, and environments with action? It's easy to talk about knowing right from wrong, I have personally progressed to the point where I know right from wrong quite easily, but yet still sometimes hesitate to take action, even though I possess the knowledge to do so.
Does this sound like you? I'm not going to lie, I sometimes am scared or discouraged to display my faith openly, because I know the scrutiny I may receive from close-minded, opinionated, and seemingly unreachable people. The challenge here is that those are exactly the people we need to reach, and this is a tall task. I've started to realize that all the words in the world don't mean anything if your actions don't comply with your message. I have a lot of ideas, things I talk about doing, goals I would like to accomplish that I believe I was put here to do. Things I believe I was spared from death to accomplish. A friend recently told me that while your words may sound good, you will be judged by your fruit. That really hit home with me, as I know I have a message, I know there's probably something inside all of us just waiting to come out, and this is where we must find the strength to apply the knowledge we have gained.
The key is to harness your knowledge, identify your goals, and then when faced with a situation where you know not just words need to be spoken, but action needs to be taken, have the strength to take that action. I'm not just talking about situations of conflict, such as breaking up a fight. In my head I say "I want to do something good." But have I looked into places where I can volunteer? Have I called any of my friends to see how they are doing? Have I told my loved ones I love them? Have I tried to approach or reach anyone outside my comfort zone? The answer, sadly, is mostly a no to those questions. For some reason, I thought it would be easy and this ability to take action would just fall into my lap. How wrong I was. It takes a special kind of person, not only one reads the Word, but one who applies it. Starting at this moment, I am going to become a person of action, and although it will be a process, I know, God-willing, that I will progress and ultimately be that person who doesn't think twice about not only talking, but doing. There's an always saying that "people might not always remember what you said, but they will always remember what you did."
I urge all of you to try to adhere to this saying. It will not be easy. You will face obstacles. But the harder the course, the more rewarding the triumph, especially since the course is the one Jesus has laid before you and wants you to follow. Even with this blog, I am sure talking a great game, but now I have to suit up, get out there, play, and win the game. That will be my focus from this moment forward...will it be yours??
Does this sound like you? I'm not going to lie, I sometimes am scared or discouraged to display my faith openly, because I know the scrutiny I may receive from close-minded, opinionated, and seemingly unreachable people. The challenge here is that those are exactly the people we need to reach, and this is a tall task. I've started to realize that all the words in the world don't mean anything if your actions don't comply with your message. I have a lot of ideas, things I talk about doing, goals I would like to accomplish that I believe I was put here to do. Things I believe I was spared from death to accomplish. A friend recently told me that while your words may sound good, you will be judged by your fruit. That really hit home with me, as I know I have a message, I know there's probably something inside all of us just waiting to come out, and this is where we must find the strength to apply the knowledge we have gained.
The key is to harness your knowledge, identify your goals, and then when faced with a situation where you know not just words need to be spoken, but action needs to be taken, have the strength to take that action. I'm not just talking about situations of conflict, such as breaking up a fight. In my head I say "I want to do something good." But have I looked into places where I can volunteer? Have I called any of my friends to see how they are doing? Have I told my loved ones I love them? Have I tried to approach or reach anyone outside my comfort zone? The answer, sadly, is mostly a no to those questions. For some reason, I thought it would be easy and this ability to take action would just fall into my lap. How wrong I was. It takes a special kind of person, not only one reads the Word, but one who applies it. Starting at this moment, I am going to become a person of action, and although it will be a process, I know, God-willing, that I will progress and ultimately be that person who doesn't think twice about not only talking, but doing. There's an always saying that "people might not always remember what you said, but they will always remember what you did."
I urge all of you to try to adhere to this saying. It will not be easy. You will face obstacles. But the harder the course, the more rewarding the triumph, especially since the course is the one Jesus has laid before you and wants you to follow. Even with this blog, I am sure talking a great game, but now I have to suit up, get out there, play, and win the game. That will be my focus from this moment forward...will it be yours??
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Personal Testimony, and the POWER of prayer...Jesus heals!
I'm still quite inexperienced when it comes to blogging, especially about God. With all my own personal struggles with faith, I sometimes still find myself asking questions, having doubts in the back of my mind, and wondering how to truly tune in to God at the highest level possible. It amazes me that even though all I have to do is look back on some things that have taken place in my life, and I can point out numerous time I believe Jesus was at work for me, even before I was saved. I think my own personal testimony is important to write about, some may call these things coincidences, luck, but I my friends, call it fate. It speaks directly to the way Jesus walks with us, even today.
The first incident was my birth. The doctors called it a miracle in it's own. I was born by C-Section, three months early, and weighed only 2.5 lbs. In the first months of my life I faced many difficulties, not only a disastrous entrance into the world, but also bronchities, pneuomonia, and a collapsed lung. I was told a high percentage of babies facing these conditions would not have survived. Not only did I survive, but I grew up perfectly normal, or so I think, haha. I faced no disabilities, defections, nor side effects from my birth. I believe God had an angel on my shoulder that day, and enabled me to live so I could one day figure it all out on my own, and ultimately come to live my life through Jesus.
The second happened just last year, around Christmas time, December 19th if I recall correctly. I was involved in a car accident that could have almost been fatal, given the conditions. My friend dozed off at the wheel in wintry conditions, going 55 miles per hour. We hit a ditch, and the car rolled several times, landing on the other side of the road. I found myself standing straight up in a field about 30 feet from the car. I had been ejected through the back door window, as was my other friend with me. Miraculously, I was barely scratched, my friend in the back with me suffered a few broken bones, and the two other who were wearing their seatbelts weren't hurt at all. I find it hard to believe that being thrown through a window thirty feet, and not being hurt at all, was the work of Jesus. He was looking out for me on that night, as he was when I was born. This incident really made me reflect on my life, and if I had been seriously hurt, or killed, what would be my legacy? It was at this point that I decided to welcome Jesus into my heart, and thank him for giving me a second chance to do things right. Getting to the point of always doing things right is a process, as is building your relationship with Jesus, but I am so thankful that I am here today and able to do what I am doing.
Another incident took place a few years ago, and I believe I encountered some sort of evil spirit, or presence. I was living in Belmont, by myself at the time. Before going to sleep is when I tend to think a lot, my mind does what it wants. That night I found myself, for some reason, thinking about demons, if they existed, and what it would be like to have to face one. Keep in mind I was not saved at this time, and God was somewhat of an afterthough for me, even though I had been raised Catholic, I wasn't sure what I believed. After having these thoughts, I felt the most intense feeling of wrong. I felt like there was something in the room with me, and it was not a nice something. It was a despairing feeling of evil, and I felt helpless. I believe the thoughts I was having enabled this spirit, or presence, to enter the room. Instead of praying, I turned on all the lights, closed my eyes, and eventually fell asleep. I still remember this today, and it shows that if you enable evil, it will take that chance to try to enter into you. Luckily nothing further took place, but that feeling is something I will never forget.
I firmly believe in the power of prayer. I find it not to be coincidental that when I got serious about my relationship with Jesus through prayer, reading the Word, and just trying to do the right thing all the time, is when my life began to turn for the better, in almost every aspect.
Think of all the miracles Jesus performed. The ones that stand out, to me, are his healing miracles, and these are miracles that he still performs today. Pastor Sassano recently told us about a family member of his. She has a brain tumor, and at one point the situation seemed hopeless. Pastor prayed and prayed for her, even in the face of the unsaved family members almost mocking the act. Her most recent checkup revealed the tumor had shrank, to the amazement of the doctors, and she is doing much better. I personally believe Jesus heals sickness, hearts, and minds. There are countless testimonies I have read that prove this to be true. Healing through heartfelt prayer does more than any hospital can. I look at myself, and the way Jesus has helped change my heart, my mind, and he is leading me down a path I never thought possible. I look at the healing miracle he performed in Pastor's family. Both are perfect examples of the power of prayer.
I always like to re-iterate that I am not perfect, nobody is. I can only hope my words might reach someone, and inspire them to open up to Jesus. I have my own reasons, as you have read, why I believe Jesus will do great work in your life if you ask him to. It is a difficult process in the face of struggle, but in the end you just have to believe, as hard as it may be sometimes. Give your heart to Jesus, and he will change it. Give your mind to him, and he will transform it.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths." (Proverbs 3:5-6)
The first incident was my birth. The doctors called it a miracle in it's own. I was born by C-Section, three months early, and weighed only 2.5 lbs. In the first months of my life I faced many difficulties, not only a disastrous entrance into the world, but also bronchities, pneuomonia, and a collapsed lung. I was told a high percentage of babies facing these conditions would not have survived. Not only did I survive, but I grew up perfectly normal, or so I think, haha. I faced no disabilities, defections, nor side effects from my birth. I believe God had an angel on my shoulder that day, and enabled me to live so I could one day figure it all out on my own, and ultimately come to live my life through Jesus.
The second happened just last year, around Christmas time, December 19th if I recall correctly. I was involved in a car accident that could have almost been fatal, given the conditions. My friend dozed off at the wheel in wintry conditions, going 55 miles per hour. We hit a ditch, and the car rolled several times, landing on the other side of the road. I found myself standing straight up in a field about 30 feet from the car. I had been ejected through the back door window, as was my other friend with me. Miraculously, I was barely scratched, my friend in the back with me suffered a few broken bones, and the two other who were wearing their seatbelts weren't hurt at all. I find it hard to believe that being thrown through a window thirty feet, and not being hurt at all, was the work of Jesus. He was looking out for me on that night, as he was when I was born. This incident really made me reflect on my life, and if I had been seriously hurt, or killed, what would be my legacy? It was at this point that I decided to welcome Jesus into my heart, and thank him for giving me a second chance to do things right. Getting to the point of always doing things right is a process, as is building your relationship with Jesus, but I am so thankful that I am here today and able to do what I am doing.
Another incident took place a few years ago, and I believe I encountered some sort of evil spirit, or presence. I was living in Belmont, by myself at the time. Before going to sleep is when I tend to think a lot, my mind does what it wants. That night I found myself, for some reason, thinking about demons, if they existed, and what it would be like to have to face one. Keep in mind I was not saved at this time, and God was somewhat of an afterthough for me, even though I had been raised Catholic, I wasn't sure what I believed. After having these thoughts, I felt the most intense feeling of wrong. I felt like there was something in the room with me, and it was not a nice something. It was a despairing feeling of evil, and I felt helpless. I believe the thoughts I was having enabled this spirit, or presence, to enter the room. Instead of praying, I turned on all the lights, closed my eyes, and eventually fell asleep. I still remember this today, and it shows that if you enable evil, it will take that chance to try to enter into you. Luckily nothing further took place, but that feeling is something I will never forget.
I firmly believe in the power of prayer. I find it not to be coincidental that when I got serious about my relationship with Jesus through prayer, reading the Word, and just trying to do the right thing all the time, is when my life began to turn for the better, in almost every aspect.
Think of all the miracles Jesus performed. The ones that stand out, to me, are his healing miracles, and these are miracles that he still performs today. Pastor Sassano recently told us about a family member of his. She has a brain tumor, and at one point the situation seemed hopeless. Pastor prayed and prayed for her, even in the face of the unsaved family members almost mocking the act. Her most recent checkup revealed the tumor had shrank, to the amazement of the doctors, and she is doing much better. I personally believe Jesus heals sickness, hearts, and minds. There are countless testimonies I have read that prove this to be true. Healing through heartfelt prayer does more than any hospital can. I look at myself, and the way Jesus has helped change my heart, my mind, and he is leading me down a path I never thought possible. I look at the healing miracle he performed in Pastor's family. Both are perfect examples of the power of prayer.
I always like to re-iterate that I am not perfect, nobody is. I can only hope my words might reach someone, and inspire them to open up to Jesus. I have my own reasons, as you have read, why I believe Jesus will do great work in your life if you ask him to. It is a difficult process in the face of struggle, but in the end you just have to believe, as hard as it may be sometimes. Give your heart to Jesus, and he will change it. Give your mind to him, and he will transform it.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths." (Proverbs 3:5-6)
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Changing the Game/The End of Day.
I decided to address two topics that I've been thinking heavily about for awhile, but never could actually sit down and have the words flow out of me as they normally do when I blog. So I guess today is the day God picked for me to get it going, so keep in mind he is enabling these thoughts, questions, and words to freely come through me, for you to read and ponder. Holla.
Changing the game. That statement can mean many things, to many people. Now, for me, I am in no way insinuating that what we have going on, good vs. evil, our spiritual warfare, and our everyday struggles to maintain our faith are games. What I mean by it is, WE need to change the GAME. It is on us, the younger, newer, fresher generation of Christians to lead our people to the promised land. The problem with that is, seeing how ignorant and incredibly selfish people are today(not excluding us), it can be extremely difficult to get the word out. Throw in the fact that many people don't bother to listen, already have a preconceived notion that can't be altered, or don't care, makes witnessing/testifying a difficult task to accomplish with some degree of success.
We need to be unafraid to step out of our comfort zone, and approach people outside of our circle of friends, outside of our churches, outside of our homes. I think it is EXTREMELY important to show people that although being a Christian, you can maintain your individuality. Our job is just to get the foot in the door, Jesus will take care of the rest. I assume most people who refuse to listen probably already have a notion that Christians can't have fun, can't still be themselves, and live in church. The truth is, you are still you, just a better you. In my opinion, the perfection of Jesus is unattainable for us, so all you can do is be the best Christian YOU can be. If you keep trying to be Jesus, to be perfect, you will continually fall short and feel as though you aren't a good Christian, when in fact, all Jesus really wants is for us to try our hardest. This message should be important when approaching new people, since we are all born into sin, and slaves to it, trying to be perfect will always make you second-guess yourself, because it is IMPOSSIBLE. I see myself as a different kind of Christian, and I am not scared to admit it. I am willing to accept that I am not perfect, and I think God will appreciate my best effort, but I have to make sure I am working as hard as I can, not just settling and doing the bare minimum.
If we can make people see you don't have to lose your individuality, you can still be yourself, but also be a Christian, I think the idea would be much more appealing to people who turn away from it. We need to learn to teach the Word, to witness, in fresh, new, appealing ways. However you choose to do that is your choice. In my opinion, that is the key for drawing in a lost generation. I can remember the first time, a few years ago, I was approached by Christians. They were overbearing, unwilling to listen to different opinions even though I welcomed what they were saying, and didn't have answers to any of my questions. That immediately turned me off to Christianity even though I grew up religious, and I assumed all Christians were this way. WE HAVE TO AVOID THIS. Openness, understanding, being prepared for questions we may not like, are all keys as well. We can't expect people to join us, if we can't teach them why without being biased or acting offended! HELLO!
In closing, CHANGE THE GAME. Find your own unique way, do a group study, whatever it takes to reel people in, and make them listen to you for a minute. Remember, when talking to someone, think of yourself in their shoes, and what would make you listen if roles were reversed. Now, GO! :)
Mmmmmm the END OF DAY. Just that phrase gives me chills. I was watching Passion of the Christ recently, and it made me think what is going to happen when the world ends. When Jesus was betrayed by his closest disciples. People who swore they would never leave his side were nowhere to be found when he was being persecuted, scourged, and sentenced to crucifixion. I for one, believe in myself enough to think I wouldn't leave the side of any of my people when the end of day comes and we have to remain strong in our faith, even in the face of persecution or death. But how do I know what I will do when the situation arises? How do any of us know?
I can say for certain there are some people I would die for, because I know I am going to heaven, but would THEY do the SAME for ME? It's a sad thought to think people aren't as strong as you are, or at least as strong as you think you are. I don't even think my faith would be the total reason I could die for someone, I think it would be more that I don't want to see them suffer. If any of my Christian brothers are reading this, think of your girlfriends, your mothers and sisters, children. I would gladly take the place of my mother, sister, nieces, nephews, girls, if it meant I could suffer and die in their place. If you aren't strong enough to feel the same, I think you need some self evaluation. Now think of poor Jesus, carrying his cross. He died not only for those who deserted him, but for those who were going to kill him! He took on the weight of the sins of the world, forgave those who sentenced him to die, and suffered for us all so that we may be forgiven by the almighty Father. I for one, welcome the challenges that will come when the end comes. Will I be scared to stick with my people, and my faith, in the midst of unimaginable persecution and maybe even death? Yes, probably. But I do believe I will make the right decisions, and God will be with us when it comes.
Basically, the point of this is to make you all think of what you would do in the situation. Would your talk measure up to your actions when things get bad? Can you forgive the people who are going to be doing Satan's work in the end of days, persecuting, deceiving, and killing Christians? What a thought that is, and it will be the ultimate, final, test to our faith and belief. Just think if it started tomorrow, would YOU back up your talk and faith? Seriously, what would you do? Get a mental picture of the chaos the would ensue, put yourself in the middle of it all, and try to think of WHAT YOU WOULD DO when it's time to take action, and not just talk, show up for church, pray, and read your Bible. It's gonna be a war, a war that we WILL win, but just thinking of it makes me uneasy, to say the least, and since I began to think of what I will have to do when it comes, I think you should all do the same!
Changing the game. That statement can mean many things, to many people. Now, for me, I am in no way insinuating that what we have going on, good vs. evil, our spiritual warfare, and our everyday struggles to maintain our faith are games. What I mean by it is, WE need to change the GAME. It is on us, the younger, newer, fresher generation of Christians to lead our people to the promised land. The problem with that is, seeing how ignorant and incredibly selfish people are today(not excluding us), it can be extremely difficult to get the word out. Throw in the fact that many people don't bother to listen, already have a preconceived notion that can't be altered, or don't care, makes witnessing/testifying a difficult task to accomplish with some degree of success.
We need to be unafraid to step out of our comfort zone, and approach people outside of our circle of friends, outside of our churches, outside of our homes. I think it is EXTREMELY important to show people that although being a Christian, you can maintain your individuality. Our job is just to get the foot in the door, Jesus will take care of the rest. I assume most people who refuse to listen probably already have a notion that Christians can't have fun, can't still be themselves, and live in church. The truth is, you are still you, just a better you. In my opinion, the perfection of Jesus is unattainable for us, so all you can do is be the best Christian YOU can be. If you keep trying to be Jesus, to be perfect, you will continually fall short and feel as though you aren't a good Christian, when in fact, all Jesus really wants is for us to try our hardest. This message should be important when approaching new people, since we are all born into sin, and slaves to it, trying to be perfect will always make you second-guess yourself, because it is IMPOSSIBLE. I see myself as a different kind of Christian, and I am not scared to admit it. I am willing to accept that I am not perfect, and I think God will appreciate my best effort, but I have to make sure I am working as hard as I can, not just settling and doing the bare minimum.
If we can make people see you don't have to lose your individuality, you can still be yourself, but also be a Christian, I think the idea would be much more appealing to people who turn away from it. We need to learn to teach the Word, to witness, in fresh, new, appealing ways. However you choose to do that is your choice. In my opinion, that is the key for drawing in a lost generation. I can remember the first time, a few years ago, I was approached by Christians. They were overbearing, unwilling to listen to different opinions even though I welcomed what they were saying, and didn't have answers to any of my questions. That immediately turned me off to Christianity even though I grew up religious, and I assumed all Christians were this way. WE HAVE TO AVOID THIS. Openness, understanding, being prepared for questions we may not like, are all keys as well. We can't expect people to join us, if we can't teach them why without being biased or acting offended! HELLO!
In closing, CHANGE THE GAME. Find your own unique way, do a group study, whatever it takes to reel people in, and make them listen to you for a minute. Remember, when talking to someone, think of yourself in their shoes, and what would make you listen if roles were reversed. Now, GO! :)
Mmmmmm the END OF DAY. Just that phrase gives me chills. I was watching Passion of the Christ recently, and it made me think what is going to happen when the world ends. When Jesus was betrayed by his closest disciples. People who swore they would never leave his side were nowhere to be found when he was being persecuted, scourged, and sentenced to crucifixion. I for one, believe in myself enough to think I wouldn't leave the side of any of my people when the end of day comes and we have to remain strong in our faith, even in the face of persecution or death. But how do I know what I will do when the situation arises? How do any of us know?
I can say for certain there are some people I would die for, because I know I am going to heaven, but would THEY do the SAME for ME? It's a sad thought to think people aren't as strong as you are, or at least as strong as you think you are. I don't even think my faith would be the total reason I could die for someone, I think it would be more that I don't want to see them suffer. If any of my Christian brothers are reading this, think of your girlfriends, your mothers and sisters, children. I would gladly take the place of my mother, sister, nieces, nephews, girls, if it meant I could suffer and die in their place. If you aren't strong enough to feel the same, I think you need some self evaluation. Now think of poor Jesus, carrying his cross. He died not only for those who deserted him, but for those who were going to kill him! He took on the weight of the sins of the world, forgave those who sentenced him to die, and suffered for us all so that we may be forgiven by the almighty Father. I for one, welcome the challenges that will come when the end comes. Will I be scared to stick with my people, and my faith, in the midst of unimaginable persecution and maybe even death? Yes, probably. But I do believe I will make the right decisions, and God will be with us when it comes.
Basically, the point of this is to make you all think of what you would do in the situation. Would your talk measure up to your actions when things get bad? Can you forgive the people who are going to be doing Satan's work in the end of days, persecuting, deceiving, and killing Christians? What a thought that is, and it will be the ultimate, final, test to our faith and belief. Just think if it started tomorrow, would YOU back up your talk and faith? Seriously, what would you do? Get a mental picture of the chaos the would ensue, put yourself in the middle of it all, and try to think of WHAT YOU WOULD DO when it's time to take action, and not just talk, show up for church, pray, and read your Bible. It's gonna be a war, a war that we WILL win, but just thinking of it makes me uneasy, to say the least, and since I began to think of what I will have to do when it comes, I think you should all do the same!
Friday, January 28, 2011
If I were to sit down with Jesus...
I was thinking the other day about different questions I might ask Jesus if he were sitting across from me, in human form, ready to answer. Keep in mind these aren't meant for you guys to try to answer, nor are any of them meant to offend anyone. I'm hoping it might get your brains sparking as to what you might say to him if you had the chance...here we go....
1) Why is there not judgement based on level of sin? Since we are all slaves to it, why is it fair that a good-hearted Christian who commits a small sin is viewed the same as someone who intentionally commits a terrible one, such as murder?
2) Why does God answer some so easily, but not others, even if they are trying very hard to hear Him?
3) Is there an ultimate, final truth to everything in the Bible? Or is it a collection of opinions from those who read it? If there is a final truth, are those answers attainable on Earth?
4) Are we trying to live like Jesus? I have read the Jesus doesn't want us to be slaves to how he lived his life, so where do we draw the line regarding our own behavior and/or losing our individuality to faith?
5) Are things that have happened throughout history encoded in the Bible, as some researchers have found astounding evidence to such, or it is mere coincidence?
6) Is God unhappy with those who sometimes question or struggle with their faith? If so, why does He not directly help those who ask for it?
7) If my feelings for somebody are heartfelt and good-intended, not born of lust, why is a semi-physical relationship prohibited if premarital sex is agreed to be excluded from the equation?
8) Are some of the prophecies in the Bible, other than Jesus', formed from opinion, or biased?
9) If someone chooses to accept Christ, and is saved, and the basis of your faith is your personal relationship with him, why is church necessary if you can talk to him, read, and pray on your own?
10) Why is it okay for longer practicing Christians to view themselves superior to new ones if we are all equal and accountable in God's eyes, especially after saving? If all levels of sin are considered the same, why aren't all levels of how one choose's to practice his faith?
1) Why is there not judgement based on level of sin? Since we are all slaves to it, why is it fair that a good-hearted Christian who commits a small sin is viewed the same as someone who intentionally commits a terrible one, such as murder?
2) Why does God answer some so easily, but not others, even if they are trying very hard to hear Him?
3) Is there an ultimate, final truth to everything in the Bible? Or is it a collection of opinions from those who read it? If there is a final truth, are those answers attainable on Earth?
4) Are we trying to live like Jesus? I have read the Jesus doesn't want us to be slaves to how he lived his life, so where do we draw the line regarding our own behavior and/or losing our individuality to faith?
5) Are things that have happened throughout history encoded in the Bible, as some researchers have found astounding evidence to such, or it is mere coincidence?
6) Is God unhappy with those who sometimes question or struggle with their faith? If so, why does He not directly help those who ask for it?
7) If my feelings for somebody are heartfelt and good-intended, not born of lust, why is a semi-physical relationship prohibited if premarital sex is agreed to be excluded from the equation?
8) Are some of the prophecies in the Bible, other than Jesus', formed from opinion, or biased?
9) If someone chooses to accept Christ, and is saved, and the basis of your faith is your personal relationship with him, why is church necessary if you can talk to him, read, and pray on your own?
10) Why is it okay for longer practicing Christians to view themselves superior to new ones if we are all equal and accountable in God's eyes, especially after saving? If all levels of sin are considered the same, why aren't all levels of how one choose's to practice his faith?
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
University of Jesus
College. Widely considered the stepping stone to success. Go to college, work hard, get good grades, and you will be rewarded with a fulfilling career and life. I generally agree with this, and your success depends on how hard you are willing to work. If you just do the bare minimum required, then chances are somebody who did the absolute maximum will be chosen over you for a job or position. Everyone agree? On the same page? If not, reread until you understand. Now let's move on.
Spiritual College. I like to call it the University of Jesus. This is a college many choose to not attend. The same principles as physical college apply. Jesus is the stepping stone to spiritual happiness, if you work hard, you will be rewarded. I can attest to that statement, one hundred percent. It's not enough to just be happy with material things, or money, or filling voids with alcohol, drugs, and sexual exploits. Because not one of these can bring you true happiness, for true happiness can only be found when whatever voids you may feel inside are filled.
I am not going to sit here and tell you I'm perfect. I'm still a fledgling Christian, and I still struggle heavily, have questions, and have trouble tuning in to God. In my opinion, all these things are actually good faith builders, because without questions and struggles, God's majesty would not be the mystery that it is.
But nevermind all that for the moment, back to the University of Jesus.
Let's pretend for a second that you have a test in one of your classes. Your professor hands it out, along with a sheet that has all the answers. Obviously, you get a one hundred, and everything is perfect. Sure, you got a good grade, but your intelligence and knowledge was not tested, and your professor has no way to gauge if the things he has taught are actually being learned. This is the same way God works. Obviously, he would love to give us alllll the answers, answer all our prayers, and make the world perfect. But if he did that, how would he know if any of the Bible's teachings are actually being learned and applied? How would he know what to judge us on when Judgement Day comes?
This is why it is important, no matter what walk of life you come from, to explore faith. I've never been the type to force my beliefs on anyone, but if you need a testimony on the existence of Jesus in our lives, you're looking at it in me. If you feel a void inside that can't be filled no matter what you have tried, then what do you have to lose by inviting Jesus into your heart and life, for He can fill that void with just a little bit of your cooperation. You spend all kinds of time, wasted time, filling your life with shallow cover ups, chasing down temporary highs to hide the emptiness inside. An emptiness that can only, and will only be filled, when you apply to the University of Jesus.
Spiritual College. I like to call it the University of Jesus. This is a college many choose to not attend. The same principles as physical college apply. Jesus is the stepping stone to spiritual happiness, if you work hard, you will be rewarded. I can attest to that statement, one hundred percent. It's not enough to just be happy with material things, or money, or filling voids with alcohol, drugs, and sexual exploits. Because not one of these can bring you true happiness, for true happiness can only be found when whatever voids you may feel inside are filled.
I am not going to sit here and tell you I'm perfect. I'm still a fledgling Christian, and I still struggle heavily, have questions, and have trouble tuning in to God. In my opinion, all these things are actually good faith builders, because without questions and struggles, God's majesty would not be the mystery that it is.
But nevermind all that for the moment, back to the University of Jesus.
Let's pretend for a second that you have a test in one of your classes. Your professor hands it out, along with a sheet that has all the answers. Obviously, you get a one hundred, and everything is perfect. Sure, you got a good grade, but your intelligence and knowledge was not tested, and your professor has no way to gauge if the things he has taught are actually being learned. This is the same way God works. Obviously, he would love to give us alllll the answers, answer all our prayers, and make the world perfect. But if he did that, how would he know if any of the Bible's teachings are actually being learned and applied? How would he know what to judge us on when Judgement Day comes?
This is why it is important, no matter what walk of life you come from, to explore faith. I've never been the type to force my beliefs on anyone, but if you need a testimony on the existence of Jesus in our lives, you're looking at it in me. If you feel a void inside that can't be filled no matter what you have tried, then what do you have to lose by inviting Jesus into your heart and life, for He can fill that void with just a little bit of your cooperation. You spend all kinds of time, wasted time, filling your life with shallow cover ups, chasing down temporary highs to hide the emptiness inside. An emptiness that can only, and will only be filled, when you apply to the University of Jesus.
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